♥ mia.noob@hotfemale.com

.14.7.09 ' 2:11 AM

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Lesley Roy - Unbeautiful.

Don’t hang up
Can we talk
So confused
It’s like I'm lost
What went wrong
What made you go
Don’t pretend you don’t know
This is me
I'm unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart
Or did you lie
From the start
When you said
It's only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
We're unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that’s true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we’re much better
All together
Can’t let go

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Make me unbeautiful

♥ mia.noob

.11.7.09 ' 11:09 PM

♥ mia.noob

.1.7.09 ' 9:10 PM

Hatin' On The Club - Rihanna.

Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now,
kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now,
kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love
We would still have us
I'd still have my love
We would still have us

But now we're like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love

But now, now we're like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

♥ mia.noob

.16.6.09 ' 10:13 PM

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and i..

There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you,
hurts me even more..

♥ mia.noob

.7.6.09 ' 11:07 PM

. secondhand serenade - the last song ever.

I wish my life was this song
Because songs they never die
I could write for years and years
And never have to cry, I’d show you how I feel
Without saying a word
I could wrap up both our hearts
I know it sounds absurd

The way that I feel tonight so down, so down
I pray I can swim just so I won't drown
In the waves that crash over me
I'm gasping for air
Take my hand so I can breath
As I write this last song down



Don’t hate me now
I can't tell how, this last song ends.

♥ mia.noob

. ' 12:11 AM

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the perishers -
i hope you'll be missing me ( like i will miss you)


I wrote us a song, 
You weren't singing along 
But I hope you'll be missing me too 
I held on too long, and did everything wrong 
But I hope you'll be missing me,
like I will miss you 

I wont say I've moved on 
I wont say I'm close to okey 
Or that you no longer thrill me,
Or no longer stand in my way 

I'm not to proud to admit to you now 
That I'm still nothing more than a wreck 
And I do intend, not to pretend 'til the end 



more camps please.
(:
that's what i call love.

♥ mia.noob

.3.6.09 ' 7:44 PM

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it's been awhile since i last blogged.
life has been pretty busy, pretty good.

im just lacking of rest and sleep.
oh god; hopefully i'll survive.

and what's more, turning 20 tmr.
yes; tmr.
i'll be spending the noon kayaking with azim.
and night; hiking.
oh wells.

hopefully the morning to be spent well with love.
that should do just right.

pay's in and that has just made my day. WOOHOO.
back to packing my bag.
ok bye.

and you, left my hanging.

♥ mia.noob

.24.5.09 ' 10:13 AM

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and so it's the end of Gossip Girl.

Rufus marrying Lily; finally after 20 years.
Blair and Chuck finally gets together.
Nate's on a backpacking trip with Vanessa.
Last but not least,
Serena and Dan has decided to bid goodbye.
for their own good;
for real.

why must it be the same as them all the time?
i hate the fact that it's following the storyline
from the beginning; till the end.

let me drown in my bedsheets now.
let me be.

♥ mia.noob

.23.5.09 ' 2:19 PM

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Don't Cry Because Its Over,
Smile Because It Happened.

IIP has been good so far.
it keeps my schedule busy again.
first camp, was a good one.
though the sleepless nights kills me big time.
i'm always stoning. -.-

next 2 weeks.
back to back camp for the whole entire week.
goodbye beautiful sleep.
goodbye beautiful skin.
goodbye birthday. ):

but i'll say hello to new friends.
and hello to money.

ok bye.

♥ mia.noob

.22.5.09 ' 10:04 PM

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sing this for me.

goodnight goodnight - maroon 5.

You left me hanging from a thread
we once swung from together
I’ve lick my wounds but
I can’t ever see them getting better
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face,
her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid and
empty beds and bad behavior
Something’s gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry
the weight of the heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things
work out all right, yeah
Whoa

The room was silent as we all
tried so hard to remember
The way it feels to be alive
The day that he first met her
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

You make me think of someone wonderful,
but I can’t place her
I wake up every morning
wishing one more time to face her
Something’s gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry
the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things
work out all right

So much to love
So much to learn
But I won’t be there to teach you, oh
I know I can be close
But I try my best to reach you

I’m so sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry
the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things
work out all right, yeah
Whoa, oh…
Yeah

♥ mia.noob

.19.5.09 ' 11:43 PM

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.
what hurts the most.

It's hard to deal with the pain of
losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it

♥ mia.noob

. ' 12:26 AM

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im trying to fight

my family's trust,
my health,
my friends,
my life,
my work,
my love.

i'll pull this through;
no matter what comes in the way.

i'm keeping it going.
cos i remember this:
But, you just need to be more positive
and be confident in what you're doing.
Because every time i look at you, I see so much potential
but it has never had a chance to be shown
or to be used to it's maximum.
You just have to find it inside of you. You've just gotta try.
Be optimistic and try a little harder. Sometimes you feel it's your best.
But, may i ask you this.
What is your best? How do you know it's your best?
Be strong, be confident, be positive,
S.U.M.O.

thank you for reminding me.

♥ mia.noob

.18.5.09 ' 11:51 PM

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My friends say that I should leave you behind,
And stop wasting all my time,
They tell me that I am out of my mind.

But I know that what we both share is real,
And I've been willing to deal,
With the way that you're making me feel.

We've done all heard the same story
Just different authors this book's crazy

They fight to be together
Fight to be together

that is why we are still standing strong;
holding on to each other.
having faith in each other.

love.

♥ mia.noob

.14.5.09 ' 1:12 AM

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words cant describe it at all.

all it takes is the smile on my face.
and the upside down feeling inside my tummy.
and the fast heartbeat in me whenever you make me melt.

i love you lah baby.
muacks.

i'll miss you for the next 4 days.
and i'll see you in my sleep.

4th june. that is.

♥ mia.noob

.10.5.09 ' 12:04 AM

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BITCHICKS.

ahhhhhhh. jannah, nadiah and feyra.
if you guys happen to read this post,
aku happy giler ok.

guess whoooooooooooooo i saw at my attachment campsite.
NADIAH, KFC LAH SEYYYYYYYYYY.

KFC! KFC! KFC!
WOOOOOT.
aku egg-cited ok. but he not as good looking though.
still prefer his short hair. LOLS.
god knows how long i've seen kfc ok. eye candy siol.
LOL. Those times, i still laughed at how stupid we were.
ok random.
but still kan, until now i've yet to know his name. :|
HAHA. MAMPOS.

anywoooots.
baby dear is love today.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
i love you baby.
hehe.

♥ mia.noob

.6.5.09 ' 8:35 PM

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i hate this part right here.

good bye.

:'(

♥ mia.noob

.4.5.09 ' 9:50 PM

.

11TH

♥ mia.noob

.29.4.09 ' 11:48 PM

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beautiful as the rainbow,
you enlightened my day.

lightning and thunder,
you create weather.

but one thing still stay the same;
that is you.

it is just you that make things to be better
and it is just you that make things to turn out this way.

i know there is no status to us; again.
but we know why we decide this was for the best.

i really don't care about what people say.
nor care about what people do to tear us apart.
and like i always do, i'll stay on to fight and not flight.
cos it's worth fighting for.

i love you baby, i do.
let's do this again.

♥ mia.noob

.26.4.09 ' 1:20 AM

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que que rice balls.
ice cream.
you.
me.

love.

♥ mia.noob

.12.4.09 ' 6:09 PM

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to find my way back home.

i feel nothing
i hear nothing
walking through that dark forest
alone and drenched
only the moonlight shining through
to lead me home

it seems miles
it seems ages
to be home safely
in the comfort of warmth and happiness
only to find that it is a long way home
and it is impossible

sound of the owls
sound of the thunder
making my journey tougher
and harder to breathe
only that i know it pushes me further
to not give up this halfway worthy effort

companion of the squirrel
companion of the deer
gives me that little bit of security
and a smile on my face
only to know that
it is just temporary

i keep searching
i keep finding
the reason why im still stuck here
and then when i finally realize
only to know the dark forest is full of obstacles
and i'll just have to wait till i saw more sunshine

the dark shadow's footsteps
the dark shadow's heartbeat
made me feel a sense of accomplishment
to what i've made so far
only to know i have to keep running and not fall
or i will never find my way home

we play catching
we play hide and seek
it make me feel small again
knowing it is not a painful journey after all
only to know i don't know who is that dark shadow
and will i ever get to catch it

i'll just keep running
i'll just keep calling
till the day i'll reach my destination
and fill my days with joy and happiness again
only if i ever catch the dark shadow
and holding it tight with me..

♥ mia.noob

.9.4.09 ' 3:45 PM

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dear love,

i don't know what to say.
or shall i say, express this.

we always wanted a tenting session, a date,
a time spent happily together.
with nothing to worry.

and yes, once again, impromptu
never failed us again.

and yes, we love it.
cos we do not have to plan.
it falls into it's place like we like.

the sound of the waves,
the sound of the wind,
and your breath,
is love.

i am feeling happy and will always be feeling happy;
no matter what comes in the way.

i had great time.
i had great laughter.
always.
and you know why.

and i am not hoping for anything.

yours truely,
mia.

♥ mia.noob

.4.4.09 ' 9:12 PM

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i realized something.
you're just like dan humphrey.

exactly.

♥ mia.noob

. ' 3:08 PM

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if only,
if only,

it could be the 10th.

thanks.

for what it's worth.

♥ mia.noob